April 2011
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To: Natalia, From: J. PLEASE READ
“I have always defended you when anyone, no matter who it was, said something bad about you and I will continue this.” Response: yeah, surre
“I don’t want this to be the end of us because I think we could and should last a lot longer.” Response: whatafuckinglie
“Please give me another chance to spend time with you.” Response: so you can hurt me more? yeah no.
“…but I would still like us to be...
März 2011
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I had the three most awkward moments today...
In order:
Okay, so I was thinking about AR and how we were such a good couple and were so cute and how he was a good kisser and he coughed and I immediately thought “ohmygawd, I want his illness,” and then I was like wth? where did that thought come from, I’m not allie XD
I was watching AR but thinking about something else by that point and then he looked up and saw that I was...
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That moment where your ex boyfriend asks you if...
Well you see, I do. But you’re obsessed with your ex’s opinion of me so yeah. No matter how much I still like you, until you accept that she is mentally unwell, we’re not going anywhere.
I need someone to make sure I don’t go out with him again because I want a boyfriend soo bad because I just need someone at the moment. Nothing is going to change, it feels like.
Like we’re gonna be totally...
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Good vs Bad
Bad: I was on time at the field today and didn’t start, wth? Good: I chilled with the lax girls and they didn’t look at me weirdly like I thought that they would because I am paranoid about being socially awkward. Good: I got passes today. Bad: I didn’t catch them. Good: I played for more time today. Good: I pretty much got a ground ball. Bad: This girl was like “I got it,” so then I obviously...
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“Homophobia is gay.”
– Deven Matus (who has been blurting out genius things all day) ;)
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I'm giving up. I'm giving up slowly.
I’m blending in so you won’t even know me.
I no joke am prepared to give up on him since he obviously like her better. I tried to kid myself but failed.
Listening to Portuguese music = love
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That moment where you have a focus question that...
“I feel like Johnny Weir’s short program…”
– DevenMatus<3
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Watching Sister Wives
every time they say “coming out” my mind says “but you’re not gay!” The thought that you can come out of something that is not gayness is unfathomable to my brain.
I told Dev and he said “they should stop taking gay-identifying words.” XD
Love is handing someone a gun and letting it point...
wouldyoukim:
Spent an hour looking for the correct source. People know it as from Spongebob, but after a major googling session (and watching the full Valentine’s Day episode, a suspect source) doesn’t seem like anyone knows where it’s from.
But I like it.
:)
I read this and thought of The Pact, automatically.
I want a guy who texts me that he has something...
“I love you and I needed you to know that.”
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On the day that, three years ago, she lost a friend, she loses another one. This one was not her fault, she tells herself. She can’t help but think, though, that it was. She clearly must have done something clearly unbelievable to make him leave. Leave on the day he knew, would suck, because of three years ago. She can’t help but think that March 23 is cursed.
Friday.
I’m going to write and watch CBS/ the event/ abc medical shows, and work with pastels.
HELLS TO THE YEAH.
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That moment when CSI Miami is on but I'm paying...
Someone’s in my room!
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AB
All she thinks about is the poem. Who the poem is for, what the poem says and most importantly, who deserves a poem from him. She daydreams about the day she will get it but forces herself to stop. She will never get the poem. Not because she thinks down on herself, but because she knows that something that good cannot possibly be true. She stops thinking before she gets too deep into the desire…
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AB
The thought that he might be just as awkward as she seems impossible yet possible all at the same time. He sits quietly and looks out the window the same way she does. She can’t help but wonder what he thinks about. Every time she enters, he looks up and meets her gaze. She wonders what this means as she looks out the window.
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Nobody
They arrive at the edge and gaze out to see nothing. They are blind of everything except their own despair. They cannot see the waves swell, or the seashells wash up, or the birds soaring, nor do they want to. They feel but not what is meant to be felt. They feel the chilling waters drench their feet and cool their souls, they feel their hands slipping away from each other’s. One of them hears the...
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AR
He sits and plays long tones while I watch him closely, hiding behind my stand. I watch his face turn red as he goes up the scale. I listen for mistakes but there are none. He plays, unfazed, always. Clarinet, hockey, girls, everything. My turn comes and I feel the corner of his mouth turn up slightly as my B natural refuses to come out.
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AR
On exactly the day that would be one hundred, he calls again. Surely he wasn’t counting but she was. She lives counting down and up and notices day would-be-one-hundred. It means something to her even though it means nothing to the one that committed the action. It means a sort of sign. After all, numbers have been in their relationship the whole time…
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AR
He comes, as daring as he allows. He plays nice and then goes in for the kill. I just smile because his presence alone is enough to distract. He tells me what I want to hear and I pretend it doesn’t faze me but I lie. He is the wind that keeps on blowing. He is the force that remains owning.
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I see hockey-related things everywhere, sign?
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Nathan Lafountain
Did not do drugs; loved and suppoted his gay brother; had all a’s in honor classes; loved pizza; was a great listener; liked animals; read love stories; couldn’t wait to go to college; wanted to get married and have children; made excellent mac n’ cheese; liked baseball; liked all types of movies; liked the freedom of driving; looked nice everyday; loved colored pencils; tutored...
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I have problems with remembering...
what guys do. They come back and I forgive so easily because I can’t even remember why I was mad but I know that once something is on the Internet, it is never taken back completely so:
You acted perfect on Monday and led me on and now this? You want to be a prick tease but will never achieve it because you are a coward to say what you really feel. Two-faced doesn’t cover it. Asshole doesn’t...
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I feel an Alesana wave coming on...
along with katy perry’s hot and cold of course.
THAT MOMENT WHEN YOUR CRUSH CHATS WITH YOU AND YOU...
xxbarefootcinderella:
nixxoxo:
cathrel:
OR TEXT. hihi. pero nag give in ang gaga, panu kasi biga biga :D
Omg this :)))
Exact reaction XD
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That moment when you press send on a daring...
: / ?
sometimes i catch myself thinking in french
withflyingcolors-:
weird.
Same but in German o_o
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That moment when I change a guys name on my phone...
<3
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I hate it when boys write poems but not give them...
In the words of Allie: “You obviously aren’t gonna get any with that behavior!” XD
But I don't eat humans...
I like turtles and jellyfish. I like marching band. I like hockey. I like lacrosse. I like acrylics and pastels. I like bows. I like neurology. I like music.
I want someone who: Makes me mac n’ cheese out of the box when I’m too lazy. Throws rocks at my window. Will have a Bones marathon with me. Will refrain from suicide bombing on COD. Will hold my hand and let me scream into thier...
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