Juli 2010
“If you love somebody, set them free. If they return, they were always yours. If...”
– Anonymous (via -inspired)
this goes lovely with my last post :)
Why I need you to let go:
I had actually thought of this before and written it in my mind but then I slept and had the wierdest most inappropriate dream I have ever had. Deal is, I don’t remember my beautiful words, here are my semi-beautiful words:
I can let go of you but I need you to let go of me because firstly, I need to know that you can make it without me in whatever time we keep on being dramatic teens and...
Juni 2010
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Theory of Idea: A Letter to Your Future →
To those with little faith in love,
To ensure your feelings and to keep them, write. Write everyday when you get home. Write about your relationship. Write about your loved one. Everyday, don’t stop. When you wake up, before you go to sleep. Whenever possible, write about you two. Write about…
I’m going to attempt to do this even though I don’t have anyone special....
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Theory of Idea: The Promise of Eternity →
There goes a legend of long ago that tells the life story of a young women and a young male. This took place roughly 400 years ago in a forest, not too far from here. Legend says this young women is till waiting for her loved one inside a house, that mysteriously appears over the years. Though no…
I just wish to say that it is impossible for him to have died and unhonorable death, it...
It was mean to me first, I swear!
the sky is crying rather violently. someone thinks I made the sky sad again. psh it gave me the half evil eye first.
uh pictures I took... tell me what you think? →
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Music that is making my week:
all the right moves - one republic young forever - jay-z and mr. hudson grow down - berrett and harrison your love is my drug - kesha
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Sad snails and sad watermelons and hearts that...
I hate it how you can just stand to be in my presence, knowing everything that you have done to me. Seriously. I wish that you would just wish you could melt into the ground. But you do not. And you dare to look at me. So tell me, what do you see? The girl that loved you? (Well she grew up… Socratic) The girl who has all your knives? The girl that risked getting sick for you? Went out in...
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Summer of oh-ten or twenty-ten, whichever sounds...
Uh. My mind isn’t quite grasping the thought that I don’t have to get up at 6:40 tomorrow. No doubt I’ll wake up tomorrow at like 6:45 and not be able to go back to sleep XD
Anyways. Yeah. I thought I should say something about how I’m so sad that I’ll probably do nothing worth anything this summer and how I hope to Santa Claus that something worth of an amazingly...
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I love it how people get super nervous when the hear they have to write 1000 word essays or 7 paragraphs and I’m like “dude, I do this in my sleep.”
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24. What is your greatest regret?
When I was born, something was wrong with my lungs or such. I remember that when I was twoish or threeish, I had to go to this doctor. A special doctor. He put little black suction cups all over my body. They were bloody cold. Black lines printed out on long green paper with white measures. I have no idea how often it was or why actually. The inside layout of the place was very similar to the...
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It's so pathetic, it makes no sense at all
I feel dead, quite honestly. Indifferent as can be, I’m cold but my bed won’t help since I’m OCD and the sheets are not perfectly aligned. When you talk to me it makes me literally sick. My stomach and my head hurt and I feel like throwing up. I don’t even think you know how bad it’s gotten, the SAAA/OCD/? thing (yeah, take that as a figure of speech). Do you ever wonder why I don’t talk to you,...
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Because I'm me and me does that
Truth be told, every time I hear like a rock hit my window or something, I cannot help but think of the possibility that there is someone throwing rocks at my window hoping I look. In many of these daydreams, they have a plain white poster with something lovely written in black sharpie (because black and white is oh-so formal and no lie, I love it). If I hear one rock or something, I don’t bother....
"It is, but I take it off so it won't break."
Talking about my key. He said he put it in his lock box and I said I thought it was his necklace. He said it was but he took it off so it wouldn’t break :) Stuff like this makes me smile like a silly girl (which I am, most of the time) but it makes m happy. And the fact that he has been wearing the key to my heart for the past days makes me melt, because I’m Tali and stuff like this...
If I could take words and put them into your mouth, I would. But only so you would say “I love you as much as you love me” and mean it.
If it were me...
If it were me with a key around my neck, the key to a girl’s heart, the key of the person that I admitted I like liked, I would make a move.
But hey, that’s just me. =[
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Dan Can Tumble!: What's your definition of... →
Most creative / clever / great responses get reposted next time =) Don’t forget to Re-blog and answer the question.
Giving up. In other words, taking the easy way out.
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the battles of our existences
Deven Matus helped on this. In fact, the second part is his perspective, his story, just my words. But thanks to Devvy for getting me through.
The most delicious is the art of making people speechless. The art of twisting minds until thoughts are tangled. Feeling them shiver with confusion. You get chills, your head hurts, and you become dizzy and disoriented. And we smile. We smile at your...
Cos' it's not to late, it's never too late... jk,...
Oh ok, so you’ve had what, like over a month? You’ve had so much fushing time to say that you were not cool with it. Before I continue this story, let’s remember a few things:
You br♥ke up with him, like a few times, actually. Everyone’s bipolar but you’re psycho bipolar.
You have a boyfriend who you’re quite involved with, I might add.
You told him I liked...
glowing images of a new order... Hitler's
What, you think I do not know that I have no friends? You think I do not know that people hate me? Well too bad, I do. And I do not care, just so you know. I could care less what someone like you says. Someone so upset with thier own life that they have to affect mine? So yeah, go find more pregnancy tests (Zeus know how much you use them). Go be his girl forever a while. Same as all your friends....
lemonade with mint gum tastes like soap...
We fill ourselves up with BS, in my opinion. We like being in the drama. We chose to listen thier the endless yapping. But at one time, we end it. And. Actually. Live. We decorate ourselves with praise, from wherever it comes. We learn to feel important. Since they are wasting thier time on us, we must be. They must be so jealous, that they care. Imagine what level that is… We accustom...
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Things I want to say but can't (not all to the...
Dude, you’re not attractive. In fact, you’re kinda fat. You’re poisoning your boyfriend. You’re poisoned. (This applies to two people, actually).
I really really like you. You like light up my day. Thanks :)
How could you be so stupid and then sucha coward? Looksies, I love you but you can’t get away with that, hun.
I’m so sorry something so horrible...
Just because somebody flirts with you, Doesn’t...
ariisxa:
chlolololo:
a-thousand-words:
for-all-things-beautiful:dudewheresmycar:conorbennett:whatareyoudoingluis: duckylikesrainbows:imsooriginalthatihavenoname:(via -lipsticklullabies, jlaam)
yeah, i’ve noticed over the weekend
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Yeah, I'm still a kid, even though I'm colder
I just want to end. I don’t know what but I know that something has got to give and soon. My parents are arguing about my stuff and yeah, last night and this morning I could find reason for what I said. But not anymore. I predicted this would happen, I feel like Nostradamus predicting the end of the world. The downfall of mine. I just don’t feel in this world anymore, I feel as if I’m in a...
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Thank you Taylor and Matt for making my ears happy
Yes, I’m supposed to be writing a story about a star named Edessa that just time traveled to Rome but this is important. I just really heard Grow Down by Berrett and Harrison for the first time. I mean, I’ve heard it countless times but never had I paid so much attention to the lyrics. It shocked me with its truthfulness about how stuff used to be and how everything has really changed. This is my...
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I am forced to forget where I'm going cos' I'm...
I just truly realized how evil you are. You spoke to me again and then
Let
Me
Fall.
I had already given up. You took me from a state of perfect peace to a high and then an extreme low. Why? Didn’t you think we had both suffered enough? It seems not. You just had to keep on hurting yourself and then taking me down with you. Why? Do you really hate me that much? I thought you...
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more like sandstone than limestone 2/6/10
Saw you eye to eye today. Your expression did not change, damn it. You do not even care. Your gaze meets mine and there is not even a second of thought, I can tell. You know what I thought? “I wish it was me he was waiting/looking for”. Why? Because I am a person, I have feelings. I’m limestone, easily weathered. You are sandstone, so hard to get into and take away. Oh and...
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Do what you want, do what you like to, live your...
Thanks, The Ready Set =]
But yeah. I feel like I just let go of one of my demons, you know? I feel light without the weight on my shoulders. I’m ready to let go. To live and forgive and forget. Why? Because my life has seemed so suckish this week but I still have reasons to smile: I have a picture with Matt Harrison (Thanks Margarita). I might get Taylor Berrett’s autograph (Thanks...
Dude, I might have the band-aid desire of a seven...
Oh. Oh. Oh. So to get me to not go out with Josh you say that I don’t care about Nick. Let me tell you, that’s just fab because I obviously don’t still have all his knives, scissors, and other stuff in my room so he has less ways to hurt himself. Obviously I don’t care because he’s the one that cut off all communication with me while I still cared about him. I...
