Mai 2010
Truths of... love?
I can’t forget him. Why? I don’t know. I guess it was the deepness of our talks. The way we had no secrets, almost. We got to the point where everything could be talked about because we knew everything about each other, or so I thought. I can’t help wondering what was really true. Everything I told you was true. I love you. * ** **. I have never been so scared for anyone other than myself. I...
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2. What is your biggest fear or worry?
My biggest fear is that I’m going to know when I’m dead, I would rather be reborn as someone else and never remember than to go to heaven or someplace like that and know that I died and I cannot do anything about it. Because if I’m alive, then the music never stops, and the love doesn’t either. So yeah. And actually I would rather just die and be dead, just a sort of a...
Why you shouldn't say "hi" to me
Haha so first of all, you should read “your hold on me is stronger than the gravity”. Anyway, I had a dream abou that guy! Ha okay, so we were both at school with our parents (some marching band event probably) and my parents asked me to get something from the car so I went… and he followed me out! And when we were outside he asked me out! And I said yes (duh)! And then we went...
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Medium of Social Talking
So, I had been told that when you’re scared that people will find you annoying in converstation, you should not be because people appriciate confidence. However, I propose this in return: when does too much confidence become annoying? It does at some point, trust me. Especially for girls. If it is a guy, they are just being guys XD If it is a girl it is like “Who that fush do they...
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I know it's not hard and I swear it's not easy
This is the generality of today:
I now know that if I ever have a herd of sheep and they’re thirsty, I have someone’s house to break into and steal thier water in Africa XD. Oh and throw big sticks, of course.
Rawrg. Today was wierd but cool… like some moments were very cool and some were very akward. Never moderately anything. Oh well.
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Your hold on me is stronger than the gravity
Title is from Better Part of Me by House of Fools. You should go listen even if they did break up =[
Yes, you do seem to have a bad “reputational” but you’re kinda cute, kid. And I like your style [OMGWTF]. And you’re younger but only by like a year, right? Oh crap…
*OMIGOSHOMIGOSH* was going through my brain today because I kinda make a point to say hi to a certain...
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My favorite conversation ever:
“You fool,” Elijah says, glancing at the menu. “What?” Danny grunts. “I said, ‘You fool’.” Danny looks at the menu and understands. “No,” he says, “I won’t quiche you.” “Quiche me, you fool! Please!” “If you say that any louder, you’re toast.” “Quiche me and marry me in a church, since...
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This is what happens when you mess up my morning...
So taylor swift says:
In your life you’ll do things greater than Dating the boy on the football team
but YOU won’t taylor. Why?
Because you belong with him instead of that cheerleader slut with high heels and short skirts.
Oh! lol marching band rocks, just thought I should put that out there. Especially clarinets, as taylor agrees XD
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I realized something.
So I was listening to The Last Three Letters by Alesana. (Which are W-H-Y, if you’ve never noticed. At first I thought it was I-Love-You but that would be the last three words, not lettters XD) Anyways,
So this guy, this stupid yokel (take that ms. watson), I wrote letters to him because I can’t express feelings as well verbally. And the song is kinda like a letter and is about...
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We are in the generation of bipolar-ness
Everyone changes thier mind so frequently now, or feelings, or thoughts.
So you talked things over with your friends and they say you should end it. Beacuse your druggie friends are oh-so out for your well being, right. Or fake druggies, either way. You said all your friends only care because you pretend deal and pretend smoke and pretend drink. Have you ever thought that maybe they pretend care?...
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Sometimes the hardest thing to believe is the...
“Because it got you to show that you care, and I loved that.”
Oh, now the truth comes out.
So you’re saying that I never cared before that? That I didn’t care enough about the cutting so you had do fake drugs and drink fake drinks instead?
I bet you’re saying, “How did she really believe that shiz?” And the answer is because I trusted you, I loved you,...
Letting go like John Locke
I just realized that the only person who has made me smile throughout all of this, is… =]. Even when you broke up with me because I “asked him out” or some BS, he still made me happy. He draws ties and exploding goldfish and mean people’s brains and it just makes me happy. Lots. Oh and he doesn’t do drugs… =]
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If I love you, am I trapped forever? Part 3
I told you I cried when you said you never wanted to talk to me again. I supposed you were getting wasted while I was crying. You said you cried for an hour while your friends were getting wasted and that you have never done drugs and onl gotten drunk once… But you know what Taylor Berrett makes me happy. Anyway, you drinking and doing drugs is what made us stop talking in the first place,...
If I love you, am I trapped forever? Part 2
You said I physically hurt you. You said I was the reason you started drinking and cutting. However, on July 13, 2009, I told yuo that July 14th was going to be the worst day of my life… and I didn’t even know that was the day you were going to break up with me. I told you it was gonna suck, Why did you have to make it worse? Oh, and get this, you also thought it would be decent to do...
If I love you, am I trapped forever?
It seems I am. You call me at night and ask me for opinion on one of the most serious matters I’ve heard. I listen to you and seriously try to help you. I don’t tell anyone because I would never do anything to harm you. After you’ve done all your yapping, you never talk to me again. It seems like I’m only good for helping you solve your problems, that’s cool too, I...
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sweet like cheesecake
♥KillParadise♥
I have a dinosaur shaped rubber band!! Yes, I’m cool. Thanks Chris! and a lady and a glow-in-the-dark money sign =] Oh and I got a coor star pin from Josh XD
I just want to go work on my story, quite frankly. It’s turning out to be soo cute.
Thanks rain!
Ohhmyy I got my ticket for D for D =] Ohyess. Taylor Berrett and Matthew Harrison = ♥
mehr later XD
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HOUSE May 16, 2010
Cuddy- ” I love you, I wish I didn’t, but I can’t help it.”
I wish I could be like Lisa Cuddy and stop the person I love from taking drugs…
I cried myself to sleep when you said you did'nt...
(via donttellanyonebut)
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That's it, I'm running away to Californ-I-A...
To be with Christofer Ingle of course =]
Uh whoever was staring at me from thier car… hi!
I’m actually pretty excited to be working on the hist project for P-grini but only for the story line, the drawing is going to be torture but I think I have a plan… I hope.
I’m going to shoot you with a dart and you better die! Yepp, the game is back again, fun, fun. And I...
AnschauenOhdear
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My hate for toepicks
Easiest thing in level 5? Side toe hop. Can I do it? Nope, can’t get the second toepick. And if it interests you in knowing, I can’t do a one foot spin either because it revolves around left toepicks. Hardest thing is backwards crossovers. I can do it so well that I don’t have to pick my first foot up, just glide. It’s awesome. Lunges are fushing impossible to do, I...
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med VS law VS psych war...choose now!
So far not to many people are in it:
med- Me, Candon Keack
law-Levi Hart, Deven Matus
psych- Aiden Cherr, Armesa Cherr, Logan Hart
scores 2vs2vs2 (I know, I know)
So yeah. To join message me on eu or tga or here or text or just communicate in general XD
Rules so far are:
ADMIT WHEN YOU CLEARLY LOST
All uh, arguments, must be recorded via voice recorder or vid recorder, phones even. We just...
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I sense pink strips of paper in your future...
So yeah, yesterday I was way too busy to write on here. Why, you ask. Because I was reading Chasing Brooklyn by Lisa S. and comparing it to the sorrow I felt at that time. There was a lot in common, I found. So, in your future, when you go to LCPL, open Chasing Brooklyn and read it along with my random comments on neon pink paper. I think you might find it very interesting indeed.
So I had to go...
Why I agreed:
It’s not because I stopped caring it’s because you said “always” when I asked you if you cared. You also said “always” when I asked you if you really promised that you would never do drugs again. You lied about the second thing, and I can’t help but wondering…
♥ the smell of play-doh
So now you’re saying that I don’t care. That’s cool. Beacause me trying to help you all the time for over a year obviously signifies me not caring. Me telling you to stop cutting, drugs, smoking, dealing, and the likes is me not caring. I don’t want you to change, I just wish you would so you could stay alive for longer, quite honestly. Why do I say this? Because I do care....
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And then it flew... like a... uh... worm thrown by...
Brilliant title by Levi Hart ♥
I was soo nervous this morining, because I was going to have a conversation with you (which I haven’t in a while, not in reals anyway). But when you came close to me all my nervousness went away with a *whoosh* sound effect… gawsh… it was amazing ♥ But I don’t know what to do. I mean, on one hand I know that I can’t, not again. But on...
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Want to buy me some schokolade? Bitte?
Yes, you do like it, we could figure it out from the time you wore all that glitter on your face, XD
YOU DON’T HAVE TO DO IT! Gawsh… no one can force you to do anything. What, you getting hurt is going to help your friend? Explain how please. It’s a cycle of hurt, get out of it. If not for yourself then for me…
Medicine beat Law which means that Med, Law, and Psych are...
“Me-“I respond to the higher law.”
Levi- “Which is?”...”
http://givesmehope.tumblr.com/ →
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I fixed the keyboard!!
So now I can type all the lovely thing you want to know about (cos’ you know you love mee).
Reelin’ In the Years stuck in my head, FML.
Uh. I’m not sure what to do about thethe GI… pressing doubts still on my mind, THANX TRACIE! But yes, I have a lot of questions for him before I can go out with him again and maybe even then…
BS is bsing with my mind, as said by...
We Should Whisper! = ♥ →
